I'm getting about 8 - 11 hours every night. Which at the surface doesn't seem that bad but I can't fall asleep until 4 or 5 o'clock, and I wake up about 1 to 3 pm. I feel fucking terrible.

I think I will use this to my advantage. Around these hours I get very punchy, and I usually think of some good jokes I could put into a future animation. I'm going to start randomly writing the things I think of now, maybe it will help me if I ever work up the will to make an animation.

I've also felt pretty empty recently. I keep repeating the same tasks over and over and the repetition is becoming annoying. I've been wondering if I make some sort of animation, experimental or otherwise, I will feel some kind of fulfillment. I've been practicing with different art styles and I have been planning a movie in my head for at least a month now, I just can't bring myself to do it though, every time I touch the keyboard my attention drifts away from the screen.

I suppose me typing this isn't really helping me, but it kills the time until my body is so tired it forces itself to fall asleep.